Showing posts with label Part 5. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Part 5. Show all posts

Sunday, August 4, 2013

He'd filled it uP, Part 5












17.
that fiction Jack spoke of, saying it worked
over and over
it was artificial anyhow
that heavy feeling had grown thin

and gave way to the light and air
that seemed strangely--
Well, felt good, after the weight
A New ReaL, many didn’t 
want to know

another reveled in the accident
Crispin made it up -- mostly
satisfied with that.
Jack didn’t like the seeming bad faith, 
life was in it’s moments 
too good to be true

At this point he was always, too
sincere maybe just too lucky
Jack was facing 
THE new aUsteriTy plan
to ReducE

and Radical-IZE
Akilles was trying to remember that
then finding it in the paint,
like the jumping out idea
they never got there

the figures that walked 
on towards that vase
the island behind 
the LeAvEs unfurled
 in their positive and negative 

aspects
trampling through the garbage 
of fragments shored up to protect Crispin
from an certain
ruin


18.
these future moments
the ongoing remnants, The great WinD
GO NoW! his compatriot exclaimed-- 
shaking Akilles up from his GaRbAge can, and 
stepping out-- it was gone, Crispin had changed

a different perspective
Jack was doubting the poem
not as good as the drawings 
which came in similar profusion.
though there was little illusion in either 

what it was pretty much 
what was There
would he want to hear it again 
though, remember the ShapE
or IdeA

adventure of mind
he splayed IT-- out, to amuse
wanting to feel it all had meant something-- 
this wandering about.
Never really--

He underlined that
in a YelloW markeR
like out of the forest into 
the meadow into the sun
Crispin was a figure catching butterflieS--

never painted, Achilles, was in the desert
he went on talking to no one
of dialectics and Hegel
He’d married the woods to the flower 
and superimposed the Orange Square

repeating a HeaveN
remade a simpler, kind of ReaL 
seen aLL at ONCE!
So he made these bluebird houses


19.
each idea , interpenetrating
the depth and the surface,
what Jack wanted at ONCE
right NOW!
who He, wE were

and what hE, wE made
he was starting to see the difficulty 
in equating the experience 
and continuing 
to hang onto the Idea 

of a separate ART
there was an abstraction and then, the image 
kept jumping the gun
and who cared except his inborn conscience,
Crispin knew it from the beginning.

The flat design made some icon 
of the idea's space beneath
Did he say that?
This is finding it in the paint 
as they say. They were betting 

on the market and he lost interest, 
his wealth was buried he wondered if
they would find iT, that
He missed Christophe 
and that, Grand Idea of Art! 

and the extravagance 
that seemed plausible
for we were on the cusp
of the new time
There was still an ideal

There, in the Newman, 
in the Indian’s blanket
It felt like America had a belief
at least an idea of-- and
the Sun was CominG uP, 

20.
and would again, 
and the same FigurE arriving
It was a long story, now
lengthening, 
snakinG 

along
it needed an image to accompany
Jack, and the two Henry’s-- 
he had better keep busy
make that painting 

which would
remind him--
Why he couldn't remembeR 
to keep-- Busy, busY
because, Achilles was out there, still 

far in the distance
in the fence post ticking depth,
He was painting the sunset. 
He was late and it was getting 
cold, and 

soon it would be dark, and 
He’D be painting 
The Stars, waving with his arms-- 
twirling ‘round
in the StarS.








Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Prologue to Part TwO, Part 5






18.
the Sun coming up ahead,
Tree growing on the Right 
Mountain Height to the Left.
This has just been my life 
a New BiBbLE 

of sorts. What could be 
maybe again now.
This scribble, Jack wrote, pecking-- 
with single stroke. 
The whole feeling

from this part here, 
and over there “that--”
the change, 
a UniverSE of DeaTh
breathing life, in and out, 

this Gaia eaRtH
the object writ LarGe, this Earth!
Ourselves.
That!--Whole broken glimpse, 
Blue figure running 

round and through, the reeds
Jogging in the evening light, 
stepping sideways 
to avoid that striped 
snake writhing in the grass.

That made a place.
Here an altar of words 
to make that PlacE.
It would be indulgent but 
he saw the formless shape 

gulpiNg after the formlessness.
moving flashing,
the chAnGe
A Thought Revolved.
Then he looked back 

19. 
the Earth from SpacE.
Slow motion, revolvin-G 
CyCLinG.
Orgin of Indian design.
Giving it away, this pulsing 

revolving idea,
INfluEnCe from The StaRs.
He said Thank-You, to someone.
They had provided a way into 
that wonderful amazing Place.

“why is it yet unfound?”
It seemed the relation between 
the things Jack couldn’t 
quite make out.
Crispin wondered if his life 

was beyond him 
now. Explaining what was.
He thought of that bird 
the black and white wings 
of memory 

propelled him forward 
past his Red and Yellow head.
Crispin had seen 
that friendly bird,
it had cocked his eye

to spy Cripin fella,
mimicking the FUZZY Apricot 
it was pecking, 
ripe in that orchard, 
a reflection. 

20.
Achilles was beyond that now, 
just wasn’t an art to him.
That figure would represent 
his imagination 
and be a story 

of how Jack 
got there.
He bent over 
to pick up the FloWeR.
He held it up to the SuN.

A figure ran through it 
CeruleaN 
like a dream or imagination
and was GonE.
He felt in the cenTeR 

oF thE WorLD, 
in SaCreD time, 
turning.
Sacred, hmmm. the souL --
contained in an invisible 

Ideal? the spirit 
which filled the soul--
This is all very interesting, as long 
as that controlling beard
the really hidden 

purpose, of thAT Party
which had sadly forgotten “it’s” soul 
never to create the Ideal future
mirroring 
a government 

which is us, the Ideal word
 Democracy
then pretty good, 
to see the god 
like meta[phor, 

contained in all of us.
Walt had that right, 
the body 
the poem, 
America 


21.
A bad ending
There was this chaos, a red 
stripe organized it.
An order and direction 
one could feel 

again, a good idea, without 
pre destined, 
curtain,
He painted the dead tree, wondering
on the way home, 

then he arrived to 
the first sunflowers,
on the side of the road
they were the figures, 
or ideas, 

the representations for 
Achilles journey, begun 
ChAotiC round, Every once 
in a while
 these glimpses 

of what now was the blue, 
more cerulean-- 
nude, flash 
of an imaginative sort, 
meaning 

something, or pointing to, or
some oblique reality
the walk around the lagoon, 
he had already said 
it depended upon.




Thursday, July 25, 2013

Coming 'round again, Part 5


17.
Had to slow a bit to allow 
this poetry 
of older age to catch up.
each idea pushed out 
set out into the weightlessness 

of the revolving-- free
out there looking back.
Aurora blaze in the nick.
the inner reaches of outer space 

seemed it,
evilly compounded,
same bare place.
in the capscan machine the 
underwater sonar, blip blip

my life, my mind,my body, 
my aching back.
Jack wanted to bring up the 
rear guard 
and pin it onto the resultant, One! 



connecting to a whole
Donkey-- idea 
fading in whimsy
a shape, a stripe, a flower 
--revolving

clouds, leaves, waves.
swoosh 
the leaves, 
the figures onward 
to the vase 


18.


an ideal in the stars 
of Pollock drip,
hatch, hatch of Vincent and over 
hatch of Jasper,
the diamonded reality


I was ready
to go
Jack was all packed up
ready
going through it all again 


to make sure
Jack arrived in a black sky
yellow leaves,
in the headlights
1/2 moon,


waking to the first cars,
coffee, and the routines beginning.
reading, and doing yoga for his back.
He was going to paint right away.
He was nudging it forward 

to a change.
to its new existence, changing
to a forward turn
needing to crack, break or
blow into and through 

an inner knowing
some pathos he thought
that we would care.
some aesthetic dignity,
difficulty of mind.

19.
a yielded wisdom,
in that moment whistling dryly
scratch scratch in the moment.
he remembered the 
made up phrase, “Achilles 


of the wind fed brush”
so he left us without 
that old dusty God of our fathers
but a NeW reality of GeniuS.
sparkled 


in a New World,
set off, in the stars
to give rise
Heave HO!
Revolving black and white


Reduce and Radicalize
He was making those 
Subway drawings,
A new word for God was painted
on his lips

from now OnwarD!
New Reality! HO! HO!
revolving around,
back in the library, Jack 
was making the plan.

He hurried
that mad woman gobbling 
up everything.
the painting tumbled around in the 
stars upside

20.
down
this version doubled in the stars
a dick face and a fuck you 
had won the day.
Jack was on his own 


in the desert
this hero in the library was 
an old man’s game
but then my hero
the garbage man 

of the world
upside down world of mysterious 
rustling
leaves, that passage.
Jack had thought of it all 

many times over, and around 
and it changed slightly.
he remembered the blue hills,
it was different than 
he thought it would be

it was late
the yellowing sky, scattering 
slate of cloud
snow whipping at the very height
jangling diamonded light 

and credence of snowman, joined--
and blank returning.
jumble and skip
the same bare place
Stars behind, 






Sunday, July 21, 2013

Home before Dark, Part 5


17.
He was walking Jackson’s beach 
and it was strange to see the real so very clear
rag weed there in autumn that evening
The sun setting on Louse Point.
He bent down 

and the crickets became large
and the noise deafening
became the stars and 
the crickets in the grass
blared Pollock’s tinny voice 

saying, “ the Maud--ern artist--”
Whitman would hold his own,
Paumanok, was Heaven
here in the rushing long lines 
vanishing

the hatch and over hatch
the cricket--
the aurora of the ever flashing
mystery, the net
over everything

flavoring reality
the gems, the moments
flashing
signals
if one paid attention 

to the form 
it might well speak
Jack was full of himself 
there 
at Mountain height, his Box.


18.
His arms upraised 
He felt alive
the overbrimming ideas that 
came from following the orders
and side roads, 


the meander
the drawing recognized in a dream
drawing everywhere
 in the Subway--
a language developing in hieroglyphic form


might well speak
what was this reduction saying
he tried to protect this radical from 
decoration, that’s what he 
meant by the tourist


how could they do that, 
weren’t they worried 
by the square miles 
of dead trees,
a part our hearts

a part of all those already dead
one door had begun to shut 
another opening 
Jack wanted in, not to be left behind, 
silent

the ideas gestated for years
stole years away-- but now 
the years barreled by
an earlier modern, 
he thought

19.
it was good close to the origin
pushing that naturalism to a height
a cycling then
as it falls
comes round


a necessary
fragmentation
a beauty
in the system
that was the beauty of it


Crispin said,
Yes, it was enough in the 
field catching the butterflies
though it seems a joke to Jack now
at this embarrassed distance

We didn't do enough,
Jack packed up the paint box
that bird at the top of the tree 
grasped that moment
and it did-- all exist, turning

to Katsina Face
Picasso owned
he was there at Chimayo too
copying the Christs
he made Gertrude from that

Jack wasnt sure he would ever --
she never sat still enough 
Crispin thought the landscape 
looked sad.
there was a silence, and depth,

20.
in that heat 
the thunderstorms rumbling 
still far, the lightning 
in the darkening sky.
Achilles Black 


in the Green extreme
The reduction 
Crispin sought, Jack related to a 
structure He’d made in the landscape
the mountain

simplified phase
of moon
and summer’s night
thoughts of winter’s
crystaline-- 

 kind of Asian meander
as Satie played on the radio
and silhouetted trees made a strobe effect
on his face
silently skipping

compared to that memory of Suzie’s 
snowflake in the air shaft
a bluebird flies through and
a leaf twirls between fingers
amazed

these metaphorical gods 
all Crispin had-- or wanted
ThE BluE GreeN OrB
what more?
in the eternal zooming of space

racing ahead to look back at the 
steady blaze of exuberance
here on the edge of wild 
Arkansas, and Texas, and into 
the spotted hills